progress.10
ate some
eye flashes
my eyes still funny
my hands too
its like a spring
loading up energy
very faint energy in body
not that strong
intermittent energy rushes
nosebleeds again xxx
you need to give the djinn daily presents
she deserves them
now shes collecting my hair? funny :)
tbh
it sometimes feels like these thoughts im hearing are also thoughts across timelines
like the batman sos call
i couldve sworn my mother said
amelie is not feeling well, please help
its as if i constantly heal people across time and timelines...
ofc i am
these ppl have no fucking idea what i did for this god damn universe
would explain why im injured all the time
doesnt seem to be lonolox? the derm gave me lonolox FOR my health not AGAINST it
its just random
random parts of my body:
and some of my cuts just appear out of nowhere
im tired for no reason
headache
loss of feelings in toes
arms
legs
nosebleeds
mouth bleeds
you just cant explain this any other way
even this phlegm is unexplainable, i had it again just now, phlegm is food sometimes yes
and my arm still hurts
even during heartmath i sometimes get very very tired
before too
i got unexplainably tired
now im fine again
it really seems like im using myself in different timelines and past future as vessels and fight nonstop
i SAW myself in that sumex room, teleport, amber eyes...
they said its fine, just do what you have to do
i get healed and almost die constantly
and even when listening to music i sometimes start to sweat profusely for no reason at all
i always thought kris is an asshole at primary school
but hes actually a nice guy
he was concerned when i had nightmares once
hope hes alright
he was nicer than marco hunold that weirdo head
they made fun of his big head but i actually thought it fit him well
even that ivan guy or whatever
so so weird these people
why do they say the turkish ppl hate kurds and vice versa? weird too
i talked to this turkish guy here and he said no why would i hate the kurds?
even pakistani and israeli
i know many wanted me to escape etc for real
go underground
go to pakistan
afghanistan
kazkhastan
but why?
ofc ill stay
ascend
and protect my god damn family
and its weird
this "creator"
it really seems there is some entity outside this system? not sure yet though
ergo proxy talks to his true self
i am starting to th no
let it compute some more
stop possessing others already air spirit and protect my family god damn
even the hackers here
got you something shiny!
xxx
everyone
the xxx continue
baby baby baby
???????
the circus never stops
djinn leaving little hearts everywhere
thank you
:)
i dont get this kesb invitation
its like unia sending a bribe? so they are scared? seems like it? not sure though
i have plenty of proof none of this is my fault
even mafia is getting more and more obvious
as cgpt would like to say
their pull strategy
find us why? no idea
why would i want anything to do with mafia?
this place could be great
its always the same with these people
let me check that zine real quick
that laptop is seriously weird
ty
even these hearts
its weird
deep inside of me
it feels like i know that is a symbol of the djinns
maybe part of their language or the like
it looks familiar....
vibrated again
once my army is up and running things should calm down
see?
now i have tinnitus again
it makes no sense
im starting to believe:
me using this phone is also a record of battles
when i write things like i will cut you and now you die andrin, its a human representation of the battle
its what id do
and what i thought of implementing once
who has tinnitus for 10 seconds?
on one ear?
god damn now im shaking again
left leg hurt
eyes tired
wait
ok
left hand
tired
ok
tbh
even
the dick
seems to be damaged because of this
it just happened
and it feels like eneergy
and it was once almost completely healed
it really is like im fighting for the univer
yes
the other prehumans too
they have begun to anchor their signals to core
hello andrin
old buddy
all made up ofc
thats why im crying
i sometimes had this feeling that my phlegm is blood
who controls these devices here
its so weird
why do i have to plug anything anymore?
they said dubai has an infinite energy source wtf? the taxis there are insanely cheap
god damn was that necessary
do you hear that?
some sound they activate
its so so weird
even the freezer
all of this is so insanely xxx
hear that?
double coughing, but why
???
its so funny
this world is so funny
i need a break
why do this?
yes
hello
i slept enough
but its like these fights... tire me out
energy fields in eyes present
i still cant believe this world
the weirdo act at sumex started at intro day
even before
you saw the intro letter, i got two
i sometimes had this feeling they werent allowed to talk to me directly because theyre beneath me, stupid
even at imis this girl talked telepathically with me
that was 15 years ago more or less..... lol bit less yeah
ofc kesb is abuse
they assign women on purpose as a power move and dont believe me
i guess they dont want me to have money as usual
ill ascend either way
it doesnt matter
they couldve thrown out the dogs here a long time ago
there is enough proof
why move?
even in waedenswil they broke in constantly
its not just me
these weird wordplays are everywhere
really seems like this universal alien evading language
read that surfing with aliens pic
ess o s
the joker too
its really this weird knowledge field
but they didnt know id watch roswell though
its just that humans are vile creatures
continue ascension as usual
it doesnt matter if they stop or not
my ascension is inevitable
chances of having a gf at this age? zero
kids? zero
house? zero
friends? zero
its only ascension left
career? zero
lead position? hahahahhaah
money? zero
fixing dick? i doubt that
attractive virgin orgies? nope
its only ascension
and then pain
why bother with any job ever again?
all of it is nonsensical, i tried it all
even if i get a job again:
gemdat fired me for no reason
inventage well oana ruined it
sumex? fired for no reason
see the msg by my dad. why the fuck did they even fire you? OFC THERE WAS NO REASON TO LOL THEY xxx ME NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND LOL AND I GET FIRED! THE HONORABLE ANDRIN LOL
there was no reason for any of this abuse
none at all
always assume = trust family
nobody else
NOBODY else is on my side
NOBODY
the law isnt as proven many times
women dont want me
kesb isnt
unia isnt
rav isnt
post isnt
look outside what do you see? pregnant young girls with the biggest losers
ascend and cut their heads off
thats all thats left
cut their pregnant bellies open like they did in ww2
slice them open
skin them alive
cut their ears off
their hands off
let them slowly bleed to death
let them scream for hours
in front of their children
mankind deserves no less
as proven many times
if kesb abuses me
they will all be killed too
look at that shit unia letter
its laughable
suddenly at my age they think they should act respectfully
is nino weibel dead yet? no? theres your answer
do i have children and a young wife to fuck each day in a huge house? no
my dick working? no
there you go
there is no fixing this
every person who abuses me will be recorded and dealt with accordingly
they think they can do the dog language shit
but it doesnt matter
theyll be killed anyway